CHOICES AND FATE

For the people who doesn't believe in God, might be won't believe in fate. Because He is the one who wrote your story that called fate. My mom told me about free will and fate when I was in high school.
He wrote down our story before we were in our mom's tummy. He created us with His hands and (might be) told the angels to help Him wrote down our story.

Not every people in this world realize how beautiful their story is. They just busy being jealous with other people's story. They choose to be jealous with some other people's story without being grateful with their own story a.k.a fate.

Yes! Human has free will! But let's think twice before you choose to walk on the other path and falling down and mourning because of your choices. Every story has their own ending, so do yours! Your fate has its own ending. I believe that He has the most beautiful ending for you at the end of Fate Path.

Be careful when you make your choices, look at your fate closer and think twice. You can ask some seniors who already know how fate works. But the Senior you can ask is The Writer Himself! Ask Him for further information, so you can make the best choices to walk on your fate.


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After The First Day of Internship (Warning: This is a very long post)

So, after the internship that I've done on Monday, I came home with lots of disappointment to myself.
I know that actually I can do more than what I did that day!! But because I was too 'proud' of myself with my almost-8-years-being-a-Sunday-School-teacher experience, the final result for today isn't that good. Well,
actually the score was great for an amateur. But still, the disappointment is haunting me all day long after I left the school.

And when I reached home, my mom came home after her day at bible school (yes! my mom is in college like me). She said to me that the way I dressed today was not fit in.
As a teacher, ponytail is the formal one, and I was pinned my hair at one side, just like what I did when I went to class as a student. After I get dressed and all makeup was set up, I felt very confident about my internship. But, the reality is very different than what I was expecting.

Second, my mom reminded me about the way I talk.
As a teacher, I should go slower on my speed. My character is the sanguine, or sometime people called it the 'class clown'. Sanguine is the one with the spirit for making the place a lil bit more crowded and happier. We have problem with our speed in talking. I realize this problem before today. I tried to talk slower, as slow as I could.

And when I was outside of the class, I should pay attention the clothes that I'm wearing and the accessories. Example: when I'm at Guangzhou, I'm a student. So I'm wearing what people wearing there as a student. Maybe jeans and tee or high-waist short featuring a blue superman tee and blue convers and a simple black back pack. But in here, people starting to notice me as a teacher even though I'm not officially and legally a teacher. So, I can't just wandering in the city wearing those student costume and say hi to my students like I am a student too.

So, people start to notice about what I do for a living in the future (that will be started at July). Sometimes I enjoy the spotlight, being the subject that people see and heard their 'wows' on my ears that sounds like a very beautiful song for my heart and a comfort for my soul. But when they noticing me as a teacher, my soul just jumped out and scream.... Maybe I look very calm outside, but believe me, I was screaming inside like a kid who lost his lollipop.

And this is what I learnt, PEOPLE START NOTICING YOU FROM THE JOB YOU CHOOSE FOR A LIVING.

Keep spread the love, guys.

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE - DAY 1

Hari ini adalah hari dimana my MISSION IMPOSSIBLE begin.

Jadi ceritanya, saya pulang ke Indonesia (tepatnya Salatiga) membawa sebuah misi, yaitu, MAGANG! and YES, I'm graduate SOON!!

Hari ini adalah hari pertama dan saya cukup grogi dengan segala persiapan hari ini karena saya harus mengganti materi saya dikarenakan media yang saya gunakan.

Berawal dari datang pukul 7 kurang...

" Sef, hari ini upacara bendera."

" What?! Oh no! sudah 3 tahun lebih nggak upacara bendera. "

" Aku juga udah lama nggak upacara, udah 4 tahun lebih dikit. "

Akhirnya saya langsung berdiri di barisan guru praktek. Karena seragam saya beda sendiri (kemeja bebas), saya dkira guru tetap (padahal juga magang).

Dan akhirnya magang dimulai. Hari ini ada 3 kelas yang saya ajar dan mereka semua unik. Uniknya, walau pun mereka 'aktif' tapi masih menaruh perhatian di pelajaran (salute!). Walau pun sebenarnya dari sisi seorang guru, banyak hal yang harus di perbaiki, but still, my MISSION IMPOSSIBLE-DAY 1 officially ACCOMPLISHED (?). Still need to perbaiki here and there. 

Good luck untuk semua intern yang tersebar dimana-mana! :)

keep spread the love, guys!