Waving good bye

Sebutir demi sebutir kata telah ku ucapkan

Melalui nada dan melodi yang terbentuk tapi tak sempurna

Kenangan demi kenangan telah ditulis dan diukir

Sayangnya, kenangan tersebut tidaklah banyak

Bulir demi bulir air mata telah jatuh ke berbagai tempat

Jatuh ke tempat dimana aku sering sendirian

Kertas demi kertas aku simpan

Itu bukan hanya kertas yang bertuliskan judul biasa

Kertas itu bagian dari usahamu dan usahaku untuk bertemu

Kertas itu adalah bukti 

Banyak hal yang ingin aku berikan, lots 

tapi sayang garis finish sudah dilewati

Selangkah demi selangkah mundur aku berjalan

Waving good bye with tears

Seeing your from far away

Seeing you smiling and laughing

☀ What I Miss the Most #1 ☀

It's been one year for me leaving Guangzhou after graduation and I started to miss some things:

1. Hunting for cheap tickets to go home

When I was in college, my friends taught me to purchase plane tickets 5 months before holiday because its quite cheaper. I usually go home at winter, so I started to search since August or September. I can't stop looking till I find the cheapest that I can get. Me and my friends start to share some flight information, which was really helping me that time. 

2. Packing time

The packing time is the most exciting time. Once I packed my clothes the night my flight. 2 of my friends helped me packed and spent the night watching Kutch Kutch Hota Hai. We spent the night like we will never see each other, but, 2 months were a quite long time for us since we walked our days together. 

3. Airport Fashion

Since I read Jane's post, I decided to wear something good and comfy for my second flight to home. My first flight to home was in January 2012. I'm a girl and every girl deserve to look good for their flight eh? LOL, but seriously! Since I move to Guangzhou for college I decided to arrange my clothing because when I was a little girl till high school, my mom bought all my clothes. Well, she thought that as long as I stayed with her at my mom and dad's house, it means that she has the rights to decide what I wear till I'm out from the house. 

The night before my flight I decided to wear these:

4. The night view from above

The cheapest flights mostly are the mid night flight and you can't ignore the beauty of what the plane window gave to you. I stayed in Guangzhou for 4 years and for me its the Never Sleep City, so you could see the lights and if you're lucky, you can spot the Guangzhou Tower too. 

5. Meet strangers

My last flight from Guangzhou to Indonesia was a bliss. I met a girl who went to college in Malaysia and she is a big a big fan of candies like me. She shared her candies to me and we talked most of the time we had on plane. She told me her interests and some part of her personal life. I did my best to enlighten her more because when I met her, she wasn't in a good shape of hers.

I've flew couple times for work and enjoyed them so much. I miss flying, reaching new places that promise me new experience(s) and new adventure(s). I'm wondering, where will my longest flight bring me?? 

New city or new country to live in?

Hold On Pain End

There are hopes outside of your worries

There are smiles outside of your sadness

Sour Sweet Candy

Once, I ate the most sour candy that I ever taste. It woke me up in a sudden. My eyes opened widely and I saw things clearly. All happened in a sudden! Just like when you take your remote and the TV is on.

And it's been a month I ate sour candy that made my eyes opened wide. I saw what's surrounding me.

I'm not going to say that I was blind or ungrateful for things or persons that surrounding me since I got back from a long college journey. But I see things clearly than before. I've been spoiled by sweet candy.

I decided to taste sweet for the rest of my life, but I allow another flavor to wake me up. From what? From what the sweet gave to me! The sweet spoiled me, sang me lots of lullaby and hugged me for a long time.

The sour made me saw the faces of those people who are very patient to make me smile again.

Thanks to whoever invent the sour candy.
I appreciate your hard work, dude!